A Very Personal Post

Hi guys.

I'll try to keep this short and sweet.

It took me a really long time to decide whether or not to post this, but ultimately, I decided that you guys deserve to know the truth of why I've been so absent once again. So I'm going to bare my soul here, and I hope that you'll listen.

If you follow me on tumblr, you may have already heard. If not, this will be news to you.

Earlier this year, my depression spiked and I reached a point where everything hurt so much and was so painful that I just didn't want to go on anymore, so I took a handful of medication to try and end my own life.

Obviously, I failed.

I regret that moment I was so weak now, but I can't deny that it happened. It will always be a part of me now, whether or not I like it.

After that, I spent a little over a week in a psychiatric hospital. It was a miserable experience, and one I hope never to repeat.

Anyway, that's where I've been. I hope to get back to blogging soon, as I do really miss it (and you all!) but I'm still recovering, and I need my time.

Thank you all for your support. I love you guys so much.

Lovelovelove,